Quick update

Ok here's a quick update. The past two months have been like a roller coaster ride, emotionally and financially. It was like a soap opera complete with all the masala: love, lust, hatred, anger ...drama... A and I came close, then drifted apart, loved, laughed fought, planned enjoyed and then again sulked. I really don't know where my relationship is going. I mean it's not like we can't get along, but suddenly we both are realising how much we both have changed in past 9 years since we came together... and it's disturbing to her as well as me.
In the meanwhile, my job well...it sucks. I like the work but not the place or rather the people. I'm constantly trying to adjust, fit in, do the right things the right way. There are no pats on the back only kick in the buts, which is frustrating. It really has got me wondering. Am I really not cut out for this profession? Am I in the wrong field for the right reason...the bottomline is I've got it all wrong.
This month I sold of my old motorbike and bought a new one. In doing that, I emptied all my life savings. We were really hit rock bottom financially. I come to work with only Rs 5 in my pocket. But that need to get done. My old bike was headed for the scrapyard anyway. And I needed transport (inexpensive), so I had to to it. Thankfully, February has only 28 days, so now it's just Rs 100 and four more days. It'll pass. We'll make it. Hopefully.