Step 1

or should I say first step...my first step was to find out why I was different, which I was very conspicously right from my childhood? Was something wrong with me? ...and when I did find out I knew I had a long way to go. So here I am almost a decade after my realisation of who I really am trying to do something about it. I haven't started my T shots yet.
However, I plan to do so soon. Till then my posts are going to be pretty much ramblings about myself and feelings, my realisations and so on. But till then I'm doing the research required, asking...asking...asking. Some transguys have been extremely patient with me answering. Now I have all the answers, the address where to go, what to do, whom to approach. But I'm not going anywhere...the excuse I have is money or lack of it...but deep down...I'm just scared...about the unknown...I want it very badly, but am I ready yet? Will find out soon. Next month is when I'm going to take that first step in the direction of the T...that is only four days away...not the appointment but the new month.

one step at a time

It was a great battle within...to write or not to write...ultimately as you can see I decided to write. Not just anything...I don't want to be a blogger with my head in the clouds and use this blog as means of dealing with my verbal diarrhoea. No this blog is going to be particularly about my journey to become myself — a man. My experiences, my feelings and everything related.
However, I'm going to take it one step at a time. I am at a crossroad...and I'm not going anywhere...I don't have to resources to cross over at once...so I have to take a step at a time..that's how the blog is going to be — one step at a time. The minute I take a step, this blog will go ahead with me...you're welcome to join the journey